But another part of me knows this is right. I need to find myself and be by myself. He's had these selfish issues for awhile (as proven by my last LJ post from October). A small part of me still believes we could work and knows that we could, but the other more logical side says that until he figures himself out and how to deal with the stress of his life and be able to be there for another person, we can't.
So for now I'm going to keep myself busy. I'm really excited to see Percy jackson on Sunday with Pam. I'm nervous about lunch with Erin tomorrow, but at least she said yes, so that must mean something? I'm also super excited for cooking classes on Monday. I'm going to be ok. I always have been.
Doesn't mean he's not going to be in my thoughts. I just will need to find away to just think of something else when they do appeear.